It’s funny how friendships for me have gone in cycles… there were times I was almost overwhelmed by the amount of people that I connected with and there were times I had that one great friend that I thought would last a lifetime. Then there are times like now where I just don’t really have anyone. Sadly, it’s been like this more than like any other time.
I’m getting lonely. It would be great to have a friend that I could hang out with, someone who understands that my kids come first and isn’t gong to freak out if I need to stay home because one of my kids asked me to, or just to listen when I have a bad day. I would love to have someone who likes to hang out at the bookstore and not actually buy anything or watch horror movies with me since my hubby doesn’t like them. An unschooling friend would certainly be a bonus, but I can certainly work around that. I’m really not super picky.
I’m a good friend to other people. Sometimes I wonder if that’s the problem and I really have never had good friends because I’ve been taken advantage of so many times. I’ve been the good friend from my side and treated crappy when I needed something. I don’t want to go through that again.
My husband is awesome. He is my best friend. But sometimes I’d like to have someone else to talk to.
I’m just lonely and it sucks.
